| Seeking... |
[12 Sep 2006|11:08pm] |
So I've had quite a few doubts and questions lately. Nothing is wrong, I'm still solid...just questions of what really is what. So much has happened recently that I think this is good for me. Its just funny that I'm the one to rock my own tower. It'll be good though. I'm not worried about anything.
As for her....well...shes amazing. Honestly...I got crazy lucky. Guess God decided to show me a miracle.
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| I'll be the first to admit.... |
[20 Aug 2006|10:04am] |
I think I may have been wrong. Turns out its not such a mountain after all. Seems like its alot more important than that. Maybe he'll finally find security. Maybe she'll actually have luck for once. I'm all for it.
I love you guys, I really do. And I miss everyone terribly.
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| PSP post |
[29 Jul 2006|03:43pm] |
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Definitely posting this from a psp at work. Yeah its pretty dead here today.
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| Nine layers just isnt enough. |
[07 Jul 2006|10:14pm] |
It was in a box with popcorn,a bag, another box where it was wrapped up and it broke in four places. Absolutly ridiculous. And my parents are like "We'll buy another one." Thats not the fucking point! The point is it shouldnt have broken in the first place. That box must have been pretty banged up and had heavy shit ontop of it for that to happen. I'm livid right now. I'm seriously livid that the thing I poured so much of myself into and worrying about is broken. Just great.
In other news my job is a complete waste of my time and energy. My manager is new so he's on a powertrip thinking just because he has the title he doesnt have to do jack crap in or out of the store. I just love how once people get a little taste of power they think they're above the rules. Its just really really gay. Right now I just wanna go back to sleep and end this pathetic day. I was looking forward to hearing from Christine about the gift just to find out its broken. Its not like that was the first thing she said and she was greatful but I'm still pissed that it came in four pieces instead of one.
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| Finding creative ways to still be dull. |
[19 Jun 2006|12:20pm] |
So the last couple of days have consisted of me whining and laying around alot. This weekend pretty much sucked because of that. Havent seen anyone in over a week. Kinda sucks but oh well whatchagonnado.
Its been full of surprises thus far. I like it though.
Call me if you guys wanna hang out..looks like I have a couple days off every week.
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| Shivering sweat. |
[15 Jun 2006|08:03am] |
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The night before last my back started killing me, which doesnt happen very often. I was kinda wary for the reason but I went to work anyway. I had taken some extra strength Tylenol when I woke up that morning but I forgot to take anything before I went to work. Six oclock comes around and I am literally at the mental step right before hallucinations. So I fought it out and closed the store and all that jazz. After a crazy ride home (it only takes me 15 minutes but it felt like an hour) I went upstairs and told mom that I had a fever. So she touches my head and goes "no you dont". So I break out the thermometer. 102 degrees punks! This explains all the achy hallucinationness and other junk. So I got off the phone with Christine at quarter til 11 (earliest time in months) and passed out before the phone hit the ground. Woke up an hour ago and I havent really been able to sleep since and my room feels like an effing sauna. Oh well.
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| Its only three letters! |
[14 Jun 2006|09:46am] |
Whatsup with people not saying "bye" anymore over the phone. I had at least 5 phone calls yesterday where the people just hung up. Kind of annoying.
Workin at EB again. Guh I hate it. Still tryin for the DHL internship. Not a whole lot goin on in my life.
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| Ten. |
[28 May 2006|12:11am] |
So I havent updated in a while. For a while I've kinda felt its dumb to keep archiving my life here but I guess that I wont stop. For those of you who care, I'm doing well. Better than well. Crazy stuff is happening and I'm not sure I can handle it all. It will be fun though.
Sorry Katherine. I'm really horrible I know. I promise I'll call you and we'll talk for at least an hour. wah
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| The reson I hate being home. |
[15 May 2006|09:26am] |
Someone called in the effing whole national gaurd to mow their lawn this morning at 8 FRIGGIN OCLOCK. Is it so hard to just cut your lawn in the afternoon or not WHEN PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO SLEEP! This is why being home blows, I can never sleep in because people are always doing stupid stuff. Grrrrrrrrrrr.
Soonsoonsoonsoonsoonsoonsoonsoonsoon.
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| Option reduction. |
[10 May 2006|07:52pm] |
Should be home in a few days.
Feels like adding up isnt an option anymore.
I suppose we all have our ways of influncing/relating to other people. Its to bad I cant angle, change, roatate that sphere and mold it. Must all be about manipulation and changing whats already set in place.
I feel like goin to bed early tonight. Muchomucho cleaning tomorrow.
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| Here comes the non-sympathy.... |
[08 May 2006|04:14pm] |
Yeah it kinda sucks that I cant be serious for more than five minutes at a time.
Been through enough to know that taking everything seriously will kill you early.
I might bitch, but I really do love my life.
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| Visit, revisit. |
[08 May 2006|12:34am] |
Yeah so I've said it plenty of times. I'm not gonna bother to say it again. Its not like I get satsifaction out of it or anything. I'm not some sick cold-hearted jerk.
We'll see how things pan out from here. Finals are comming up...I feel like Ima die.
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| Wonder if it has anything to do with my attitude. |
[05 May 2006|01:48pm] |
I've been thinking about a ton of stuff dealing with back home (Florida...CT isnt my home anymore) and I started to come to a few conclusions about why things are the way they are. I noticed that although I have my own pile of crap to sift through on a daily basis it doesnt seem nearly as big or smelly as some other people. I've also noticed that my family life seems to be much stronger...I suppose I just take all of this for granted. Guess I really have no room to complain. Johnnie Moore said it perfectly when he said "For some of you this is hell...for others this is the oasis you get from being home." Guess I never really thought about how sucky some people have it. Sure I recognized it but never really thought about it. All I know is that I cant wait til I get home.
Things are gonna be crazy for the next week for me. I'll be around for the next four days but after that I'll be taking finals, studying, packing, and moving crap all over the place. Yeah it'll be fun.
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| woosh |
[03 May 2006|06:49pm] |
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Does anyone else feel like the first year of college went by really fast?
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| "Well even thats not really sucking..." |
[30 Apr 2006|09:14am] |
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Guh...I've been sick for the past coule of days and I hate not being able to breathe! Schools been pretty crappy too since I've actually put forth some effort for the exams and such and all I get back in return is a group of D's. I think I did worse cause I studied...sucksucksuck. Everything other than that has been going well, got Prayer Leader, rooming with Mario, going out to Kansas after finals, bowchickawonwon FOR A WHOLE WEEK (five days same difference), then I start work again! I'm really excited about the beggining of this summer although I'm afraid its gonna go by way to fast for me to handle. Oh well its still gonna be freakin sweet. Ramblerambleramble.
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| Phone germs. |
[28 Apr 2006|11:14am] |
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Summer you got me sick....boooooo
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| On the lookout. |
[24 Apr 2006|02:42pm] |
Anybody have the first season of Ghost In the Shell: Stand Alone Complex?
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Mario do you still have all the CDs I gave you with GiTS on them?
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